My Love Is Frenzy

My love is frenzy,

Craving to hold the power of your existence

My love is a fever,

Surrenders to the charge of this infinite distance

My love is still holding on

To the charming truths of the nearest silver line

It’s coming back and forth

And struggles for the slightest conversation to divine…


While I feel your love overpower my senses

My spasms sway round leaving behind the pretenses


Your love is strength

Holding back to the glory of the past

Your love is a constant faith,

Penning incarnations it desires to last

Your love is music

It sings and beats and dances to the leaps of my heart

Your love gives me wings

And never let me go bleak for the tiniest part

Your love is my fate

It carries my inner world with the tender touch

I declare this to be my conscience

That I devote to soothing sounds I willfully clutch!

Your love defines the art and life I sail!

Little Girl

There was a little girl,

Sweet tender smile on the face, her eyes shining like a pearl

Singing like a melody of a nightingale

Far away from the world, closed in a shell

She poured love with the music in the air

The mist touched her lips and the wind kissed her hair

Singing and dancing to the tunes of the stars

Splashing joy were moon and the mars

Songs of her gaiety filled the day

Putting the joy to the senses to sway

And then she lied quietly on the grass,

Muttering the notes not a word can surpass

She rushed and bounced to the dreams affined 

Ceasing the blues and the worries behind….

        She landed in the land of the light for the times infinite!

Moth

Paint me red and blue

the gravest of the hue,

Sell me some dreams

I'll wear a drop of dew.

Bundles of pearls can't fetch the joy

that feathers murmur in the air like a ring

Being a man is so tic-tac toy;

I wish to be a moth...

...to fly with those sunset-yellow pair of wings

Now paint me little black

A nature's mistake;

Touching his dry overcoat

I found a loud and tiny note

A message to my heart-

those ardent worlds gone apart

like a bubble will happily survive

like the existence of some forest hive...

I Surf and Dance

to preserve some romance

still so parched, so half, so grieved

Buckets of tide turned around and believed

....There is a faith burning inside

and the cold stream runs yet far away!

दूर क्यूँ?

I was trying really hard to get down and write a song. I always thought I can never write a song and that means I am not a musician. (I still believe that I can't write a song. :D) After so much of struggle, I thought I must just give a medium to the flow that is going on at present at the back of my mind, not really caring about the meter or rhyme. So friends, I want your take on it. I will not say anything about it as a piece of art is best judged by people who experiences it. This is my first ever attempt to scribble down something serious in Hindi.

तुम दूर, बहोत दूर क्यूँ?

दूरियाँ भी नज़दीक आके पूछने लगी

की परवाह किसके लिए इतनी?

रोज़ रोज़ अपना पहरा लिए शाम निकल आती है,

सूरज ढल जाने पे कहीं मायूस हो जाती है,

अब धुल की छोटी बदली बादल बनके पूछती है;

ये धुंआ, ये पानी, आग पे क्यूँ?

सपनों का इक पूरा मौसम आता जाता है

बीच सड़क पे मई की धुप में आती जाती भीड़

बात मुझसे खफा होकर भी करने लगी, ये कबसे जागी रात,

ऐसेमें फिर तुम चुप, बस चुप-चुप क्यूँ?

I still don't find a single reason not to fall in love with him!

I strike a balance among my senses,
He still embraces my deepest thought with that same beaming sight
full of myriad rays of hope and love and calm...

I wonder why I still see those rainbows in his acute eyes
I wonder why my heart thuds when he steps Inside
I wonder why my lips sway in a particular way and spread out wide!

Touch- glance,
Gaze- converese-
smile-recite-
Not more than these weapons were used to amaze me,
I still never find a single reason not to fall in love with him!

Will this earth be able to unite us in a whole?
My inner world still seeks for this long awaited spark!

!Touched!

Words can do wonders and
expressions can cast a spell, really?
Nothing seems to work for this penetration...
Someone seems to have spelt a cast on me...

Is he a saddist?
Certainly not.
Then, an extremist?
Not at all.
Why so? My heart seems to commit and repeat the same blunder everytime...
...it leaps up, summons up yet so irrepresible-
throws the vibes that
I get caught up ....
in his acutely reflecting glowing eyes...

That dreamer, companion, almost a wizard
Charms my world with his myriad colours
So calm and yet so painfully brutal, that his astonishment turns me
into an addict for hours and days...

I still fear open up the doors
of the heavens inside me
Will he ever care to unlock those shut ones with light and his own destiny?

My internal paradise seeks an answer,
He says, "It dwells within you."

I want to experience that trance with my inamorato,
To count the Aayats on my Taj
and cherish my elegant Peter,
to consume the fragrance in my breath under the Big ben
and behold the good old Italian theatre...

Let's move, let's go and rush
and then slow down
and walk ... tapping .. tap, tap, tap...
on wet and silky sea-sands
Indulge immensly into each other's existence...
... go on and plunge into the deep sky
so intensely ... .... till we fly!

Shadows

I am - a young lass!
With glittering - acute dreamy eyes,
little mischieves...
passionate to conquer many hearts and many worlds...
Worlds full of conceited heads,
Worlds full of ambiguous voices
Worlds full of innumerable Desires!

I Dream a little - I speak
I Think a little - everyday
I sing my songs to fill my soul with the bliss!
I invent - I imagine -- endlessly...
My music soaks the internal part of mine
It touches, it kisses, embraces and cuddles my heart.

I romance my Heroes,
I romance Women!
I romance my poets-playwrights
I romance musicians...
I meet them everyday in person,
For the sake of my Replete Space!

Moments are my soulmates
I want to be with them in eternity - with excellence;
My self is the love of mine, perhaps.
I want her to lay within my existence forever...
My breath counts the rhythm
it goes numb at times
or beat by beat otherwise...

Words emerge from within my breast
...they are so close, so many of them
I continue to fascinate people with my charm infinitely
I aspire and achieve
I pray, I am a staunch fanatic of the supreme Lord!
I trust that enigma!

I am still awaiting a big bang,
a loud thud to occur... ... ...